lonely

I really miss Matt.  

It’s not that I’ve not been missing him before this weekend, but there’s been a whole lot of coupling up within my group of friends out here and it just sucks that my boyfriend is 1800 miles away.  I want my someone to hold hands with, cuddle with, to kiss goodnight.  I think I’m a little jealous.  

There’s a lot more to this story, but I’m not exactly sure who reads this (except you dad) so I can’t really get into it.  

In other news, I’ve applied to several temp agencies in DC, three of them specialize in nonprofit staffing.  I’m pretty excited about the prospects there, so hopefully something will work out.  

As for a permanent job, I’m still applying both in DC and KC.  There are few really awesome jobs I’ve found in KC, but I really want to stay out here for a while.  While most of this still depends on where I find a job, I think I’m going to plan on staying out here until I for sure have a job in KC.  I don’t want to play this same application game in KC all over again.  This will work out if I manage to pull down some temp jobs.  If I don’t, I’m not sure where I’ll go/what I’ll do.  

It’s weird how at home I feel out here. A big part of it is many of my core group of friends are out here as well.  All I’d really need is a great job and Matt out here and life would be perfect!